User blog:LyricsThatSing/Farewell... probably forever.

For my whole life, I've been striving for acceptance and respect.

For my whole life, I've been bullied and stepped on.

For my whole life, I've been waiting for someone to love me.

It's time to put an end to all of this.

If you know that I'm just a sad obese teen with no friends, woud you still care? If you know that I'm a girl with a dark past, would you still accept me?

No.

I don't have anyone. I don't. At all. Not my 'best friends'. They hurt me. They stab me. Each word is like a burning match, searing the memory on my heart, and it cannot be undone.

You know, when my friend said that me and some girls picked on her, she picked on me first. And she has done it for at least 6 years. I've done it, yes, for 1 day.

Is life that unfair?

I'm just a vulnerable, feeble little kitten waiting for some predator to kill. A temptation, for the bullies at school. A specific target.

And guess what? I hope they all learn their lesson after this. I hope they know how much did they hurt me. I hope, the people would care for the others, the minorities like me.

I really do.

And according to my first few sentences, I'm going to put an end to all of this. Hopefully I don't survive.

Farewell and Love,

Lyrix

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